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[Aug. 26th, 2005|06:22 pm] |
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some girls have all the luck. that girl would be me. peace out you fucking bitches. yeah, you. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
it seems all i do on here for updated are stupid ass surveys. i think i do them to pass the time at work and have to post my long hard body of work somewhere, why no lj? only because surveys on myspace annoy me. surveys annoy me in general. shit. so maybe i could talk about myself. yeah. life is good. moccasins are good. pirate couture is good. boyfriend is amazing and the greatest person i have ever encountered in my lifetime thus far (which i always knew, just was re-confirmed). been spending ample amounts of time at audrey's house watching movies and bad tv, smoking cigarettes on the porch on on weekends drinking lots of champagne. the weather is getting cooler... i love this time of year fashion-wise. at night layers suffice until hoody/sweater weather. but it is still hot enough during the day that miniskirts still reign queen bee. my style gets more and more odd as the days pass, finding miscellaneous things scattered on my floor to use as accessories. must start sewing again before the big move... sewing machines do not travel well when you are not 100% on your living situation. if anyone in la needs a roomate after october please let me know. besides lindsay. because even though you don't NEED me as a roomate, i am sleeping on your couch for a bit.
( okay that's enough. on to the longest survey in history, only to pass the time. ) |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|04:51 pm] |
| [ | Tunes... |
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i love posts that list usernames on lj and state "take me off your friends' list for (insert various selfabsorbed reason here, i.e. you're boring, not as cool as me, etc.)"
actually, i don't love them. i think they are somewhat obnoxious.
just an observation.
sososo busy as of late. longest weekend ever. and it is still going. in about an hour it will all swirl over to an end and i will go swimming in the rainbow heated pool with my lovelies and forget about work and responsibilites for at least twenty-four or so hours. friday and saturday workworkwork for a total of about twenty hours in two days. i think i went out saturday night from what i remember... not because i was hammered but because i haven't slept in days. then who knew prep for the shoot on sunday would be so much fun? a looooooong day of hair touchups, etc. turned into a fun day of cigarette breaks, myspacing while color was setting, sarah's reminising on days of happy hardcore ("it's giving me a migrane!"), a trip to hooters ("um can... i... order... food...? hello?") followed by a slew of hooters-esque tshirt ideas soon to be patented by my lovelies, then off to the party, then to family dinner at bardenay to trex's porch for some sweet jams and passing out on the couch from a hard day's work. (it's tough to be a supermodel haha) monday fun day started out early for me, meeting momma at the car rental place then a quick (and i mean QUICK) shower at home (it had been about two days) then off to get kev. stopped at the camera store then at moxie ("i left my water at the last place! do i just walk in there and say oh i forgot this?") then smokes and off to bella's for quite an afternoon/evening of fun. everyone ended up looking awesome and kevin's ideas were so creative and amazing (who else would i let take pictures of me in a pink bra and matching pink spandex pants? haha) and sarah did the greatest job on hair and makeup (as well as tenea) my friends are so very talented i am so thankful i have them around to keep me motivated and give me creative things to do on my days off!! hopefully the prints will be around this week... i'm sure everyone will have glam new myspace pics haha. or homeless looking ones (you're the most beautiful wannabe bum i have ever seen hunny)
things are winding down and my bday is tomorrow. funfunfun people are in town. max is leaving on saturday. lindsay gets here the tenth, thank god because i need her. maybe she'll shove me in her suitcase and take me home so i can just leave sooner. but the end of september will (hopefully) be here before i know it. then i'm seacrest out of here. i've decided if i don't have any money i'm just going to leave anyway and change my identity and burn off my fingertips so i can't be busted for all my parking tickets. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:36 pm] |
always prepared for your arrival, but for your departure i am left silent.
we have so much to do before you leave and so little time. i think sleeping will have to take place after you're gone. although i know that i won't be able to sleep again until i am down there with you.
i can't believe it is this week already. where has our summer gone? this is the week full of many things i have dreaded for the past months. let's make it better then i am bracing myself for.
and i can't promise you that i won't cry.
have you ever listened to tom petty with all the windows down driving towards the first glimpse of sunset on a warm summer evening? just thinking about it gives me that feeling in my heart, like when i look at you. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|07:54 pm] |
i'm learning to fly
but i ain't got wings
coming down
is the hardest thing. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
i was told of what you wrote and then looked for myself. and you only got what you want because i gladly handed it over to you. i don't understand how the both of us can be perfectly happy and content yet you still have a problem with me. you are going to have to deal that sometimes i will be in the same place as you at times. and you are going to have to deal with the fact that i am going to smile and say hi. because that's just who i am. and if you don't like that, you definitely have some soul searching to do. because really, if you were that happy, you'd be over this by now and it would never be a problem or topic of conversation for you.
just thought i would address this because i know you read my journal and just reminding you we know a lot of the same people. and those people constantly tell me things. you're a nice girl and i only wish you both happiness. and if you really knew me, then you would understand that i mean that.
thanks. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|06:39 pm] |
i am the holder of razor cheekbones...
the apple of my eye is golden delicious.
and you are the love of my life. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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| | crunching cheez-its. | ] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Your Birthdate: August 3 |
Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.
You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.
You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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I CAN SUFFER NO LONGER FOR EVERYONE ELSE'S EXPENSE. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|03:53 pm] |
feeling the heat pounding off the pavement under my bare feet feeling lost and forbidden from feeling anything but that scorching fire between my toes the beating of my heart in my ears ringing a noise of a thought that someday...
someday...
i'll be okay. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|01:42 pm] |
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...and i'm left wondering, is this all a lie? |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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We are not perfect, but we fit perfectly together. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
somebody please stop me from listening to the format and travis over and over and over and over again back to back repeat repeat repeat repeat.
i just don't understand anymore. i'm so confused. you leave me in the dark and i am left with nothing but a heavy silent heart. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
it strikes me to notice how many fools out there are such cowards in all and evertyhing they do. things they say. things they write. things they are or try to be.
maybe i am fortunate enough to have never felt the cowardice because i have always been just as that... just me. and have been through pain ridicule and fear because of this. and i have always endeavored on.
therefore i will never be afraid.
to say what i feel.
to write what i feel.
to be what i feel.
to feel what i feel. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
| [ | Tunes... |
| | tom petty and the heartbreakers | ] |
i live in no fear for the weeks to come. because i know this time around i will be right behind you. i apologize my life is postponed a little longer then yours. but it is safe and comforting to know that you and i will bask in the glory of the oceanic view within each others' breath and chase our dreams and not only succeed as individuals but as best friends, humans and the loves of one anothers' life.
maybe it is because we have figured out that all along the world just cannot contain hearts like ours. audacity like ours. persistence like ours. perserverance like ours. truths like ours. love like ours.
we are the beings that people strive to be. |
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